| key to life. |
[Apr. 4th, 2010|02:15 am] |
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hi, i am in a really foul mood tday. i am sorry that it's gonna be another emo post or whatever you all name it. unhappy situations seems to be on repeat mode. i'm pretty sick and tired of people who walk into my life, make a huge mess out of it then leave. and each time i can feel every ounce of what was drain out of my entire being. pathetic enough. it has been 20yrs and i cant figure out what's the key to life. everything seems so simple yet so hard for human mind to comprehend. so allow me to disconnect myself from the world. bye
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| close your eyes... |
[Mar. 18th, 2010|08:57 am] |
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it's 8:15AM and i'm all awake due to unbearable cramps >:( so i'm here to sweep off some dust.. been almost 2 months since i neglected this place.
life was not that bad i should say..
i finally got myself registered for bbdc my uncle gave me a bold 2 (Y)(Y) genting trip was pretty awesome party-ing as if i have 10 livers lots of shopping on impluse (gives me satisfaction) lol
however i wonder why will i question myself if i'm really happy at the end of the day? T.T
hate those empty-ness and insecurities who loves to visit me once in a while
reminder to self: 看開點 perharps that's really the key to happiness :3
and i don't know why i am super ulitmate imba (inserts more words) LAZY to uploads photos ever since my bday,korea,taiwan,cny & genting! guess i'd have to push myself to do it these few days! and i'd love to continue drowning myself with dramas. this keeps me occupy and refrains me from thinking tooooo much c:
i don't knw why but the pink font made me feel really comfortable tday ♥
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| confused. |
[Jan. 29th, 2010|01:26 am] |
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hibernating mood starts now.
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| everybody shd be happy lalala it's so nice to be happy lalala :> |
[Dec. 30th, 2009|04:40 pm] |
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 best time of the year :D:Dmy favourite month dec, favourite x'mas ( MERRIEST this year) &&& now my favourite KOREA in a few hours time ♥
been really happy for the past one month.. my american lifestyle (sleep at 8am wakes up at 6pm) lolololol you knw sleep is like the most enjoyable thing on earth. weeeeee l4d2 everyday till i get giddy && i actually watched 3 movies!! totally awesome as i always think movie is a couple thing. HAHAHA && i'm glad my 2009 ended this way. now i'm all ready to welcome my 2010. i really hope it'll be snowing there!!
thanks to wynne yvonne mia xiao qiang conghan catherine xiaoting stella & the usual ones. love you all deep deepp!! you all never fails to make me a happy girl :>
&& i gotta good feeling for 2010 :]
PS: i'm drinking milk that i bought 2 weeks ago.. && it tastes wierd?? another awesome thing. i just laosai-ed! :D:D this is like my happiest post ever? AHHAHA and best part... i walked out of your life. finally :>
off to pack my luggage...
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| hang on... |
[Nov. 6th, 2009|03:17 am] |
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Just be happy, just be happy, smile, smile, breath, repeat My heart is beating slow and heavy in my chest and I’ve been on the verge of tears all day. I'm not sad about anything, I’m sad about everything. |
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| superhero girl |
[Nov. 4th, 2009|02:28 am] |
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 i want to master this! then i'll have a very safe trip to korea! lololololol :D:D:D:D:D |
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| dear geena, dear shirley, dear orange <: |
[Oct. 30th, 2009|04:40 am] |
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| | SS501 -완 . 두 . 콩 . 24.7 | ] |
 "there isn't anyone you couldn't love once you've heard their story."
someone out there will love you for you just don't give up yet. :]
please learn to make yourself happy :D
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